I Am Paranoid



Had a team lunch today with my fellow consultants from Australia. Unfortunately my boss wasnt there so i had to make myself comfortable with them. Hehe. There were many interesting experiences shared during our lunch at Nandos. I was listening with interest hoping that i could be like one of them one day. Well, I still have a long journey to go. *sigh*

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I am scared of time right now. Its like chasing me and i feel like drowning...in time. Everything is too fast for me to catch up. I wish there's a 'pause' button in life where i can press and time will pause for me to catch up some air..seriously i dont know what is the particular reason of me being scared, but i'm just..scared. scared. My career, my love relationship, my family..I'm scared of whats happening around the world right now. Christchurh,Libya,Bahrain, China...and even Malaysia.

I am scared of the distance of my relationship with You..

Long Live Cairo

A Cake For My Bestfriend

It has been quite a long time since my last post.

Well to re-cap what has happened today:

Alhamdulillah, i managed to finish up my 2nd document (this time is a work instruction for our IT Project Request Management) that most probably will be endorsed and filed in Maybank.=). It took me 2 solid days to actually come out with the 10 pages doc; i didnt have enough sleep last nite and had no lunch but starbucks coffee today although my tummy was screaming for food! I was infront of my pc since morning struggling for ideas to come out. Although it was nothing much but as a new joiner with a zero background in banking and IT, i'm glad i have managed to finish it!=D I am now eagerly waiting for comments from my superiors before proceeding to board.

Tonight i was suppose to have a BM tuition class with my cute students Afif and Afifah. But it was raining like dogs and cats just now so the mother had to cancel tonight's slot. Thank God, I myself am tired and i hate to teach without having a 100% energy for teaching. It would be hard for the kids as well. So lets lock it tomorrow night!;)

Anyway,

Last CNY i went back to Muar for short holidays. What pleased me most apart from meeting mak abah adik and oteh (our new family, a persian kitten) is to celebrate my best friend's belated birthday. As promised, i baked a very nice tasty (according to her, hehe) oreo cheese cake for us. Well, she's not a big fan of cheese but i thought of trying something new.haha. I gave her copies of Maher Zain's and Sami Yusuf's cds, hoping that through those genre of songs, she could learn better English at the same time. I was scared at first she wouldnt like the present, but it turned out that she loved it so much.

So, i shall leave you guys with 2 pictures that speak millions of words. Good nyte night all.

Wanie